搞不好前世我们是亲生姐妹啊 ~

erica ..

我想说啊 ~~ 

搞不好我们前世真的是有血缘关系的亲姐妹啊 ~~

就像今天吧 ~~ 

你发生过的事 ~~

接下来 … 我也一定会发生 …

这是什么啊？有点烂是不是？？（笑）

我真得很喜欢他那句话 ~~

“好啊~如果你能等就嫁给我~”

那时真的差点要哭了 ~~

我完全想不到他会跟我说这句话 ~~

真的完全想不到 ~~

我说吧 ~~

我真的不是什么好女生吧 ~~

有时会想 ~~

他对我这么好 ~~

我真的承受得起吗？

我想说啊 ~~

我尊重他接下来做的决定 ~~

不管他的决定是什么 ~~

我不会有第二句话 ~~

erica ..

到时你的肩膀要借我哦 ~~

还是直接身体借我抱好了 ~~（笑）

说真的吧 ~~

我希望他的答案是我想要的 ~~

不过 …

如果不是也没关系 ~

我会尊重他做的决定 ~~

毕竟这个是我的错吧 ~~（笑）

erica ..

找天我们直接去结拜啦 ~~（笑）

new hair style .. new life ..

just want to say that ..
today ..
i go cut a brand new hair style .. 
i like it much .. 
really very nice hair style ..


and i hope someone will like it too .. ><


so ..
i think i better post up my new hair style photo .. XD

我到底长什么样啊？

我 … 
或许说 …
我是双面人吧？


在别人面前很自然的 …
就会伪装 …
装得什么都不在乎 … 三八样 …


其实 …
在我信任的人面前 …


我 … 


又不一样了 …




我有时很会踩人 … 
有时却很笨 …


在学校很自闭 … 
在外面却被人说是很会搞气氛 …


在学校 … 我讲话 … 问老师东西问了三次 … 老师都没听到 …
在外面 … 讲话却很大声 …


在学校 … 我很害羞 …
在外面 … 我却可以大拉拉的不顾形象到处乱喊 …


我其实很懦弱 … 很没用 …
可是有人说我精力旺盛 … 好像一直都很活泼酱 …


我其实不开朗 … 只是爱笑 … 也习惯了微笑 …
并不是因为我开朗所以才笑 …


到底哪一个是我啊？？
我有时也真的被我自己弄晕了 …


我不知道哪个是我？


你 …
能帮我找到真正的我吗？


我很喜欢在耳朵上订洞麻醉自己 …
订了洞过后 …
常常会手痒把它拔掉给它密去 …
然后又再订过 …
所以啊 … 订了那么多次 …
还是三对三 … （左耳右耳各三洞）
如果没有给它密掉的话 …
现在应该有六对八了吧 … （笑）


最近有在克制了啦 …
很多人都告诉我别再在耳朵上订洞了 …

最喜欢的一张照片 …

boring and hard micro

micro .. 
you really make me feel bad .. ><


i duno what you talk about ..
maybe you know me ..
but i duno you .. ><


can i get away from you ?
if can't ..
can i know more about you ?


i really duno what micro is talking about .. ><
it is really hard to me ..


me and my friends ask our micro teacher buy a book for us ..
we will share it ..


and ..
finally ..
today i have make good friends with a girl ..
for my collage life ..
i think i am having a great friends ..
and i no more alone when finish the school ..
we talk and laugh together ..
and we having a heart talk too ..


thanks to you that walling to makes friends with me .. ^^

erm .. no topic on what to say .. but mix ..

after update ..
will head to bed ..
phww .. tired day ..
hehe .. and my inuyasha and kuroshitsuji is back to me again ..
OWC today return it to me .. (laugh)


hm ..
i have decide to cut my hair to become short .. 
so ..
are you supporting me ? (laugh)
nah ..
whatever .. are you support or no ..
i will still cut it ..
and NO KILLING ME because of i cut my hair short ..
cause i think that .. may have someone kill back you ..
wahahahahaha .. XD XD


hm ..
actually .. on the other hand ..
i need to choose one out of two ..
hm .. i think that i have  the answer ady ..
i will choose this .. but i will still like that ..
erm .. don't beat me if you KNOW what the mean ..
and don't beat me if you DUNO what the mean .. (laugh)
so .. if you want to beat me ..
make sure you really very very very sure about your answer ..


hm .. hm ..
so ..
i think i still have things to say ..
but my brain function is stopping now ..
and now using the CC cleaner (you know what is CC cleaner right ?) cleaning my brain .. (awful status)
haha .. so .. stop function now .. i mean for a while ..
tomorrow will be back to work again .. 


and thanks GOD ..
tomorrow class is human communication .. (easy class .. i think that ..) and english writing & study skill .. (really funny right ? but my english is totally awful .. aww ..)


and i HATE MICROECONOMICS !!! I HATE MATHS !! AND MY MATHS IS TOTALLY SUCK !!
who can help me ??? (cry)


ah ~~ 
thinking of microeconomics making me feel tired and stress out ..


thanks to ..
Yiruma - River Flows in you 
and ..
Miyavi - Itoshii Hito 
really makes me feel relax and peace ..


know what itoshii hito means ? (recently my favorite question ..)


itoshii hito is mean belove one .. (sweet ..)


and i think i gonna paste the romaji and the english translate ..
tell me if you feel it is romantic too .. 




here's the romaji .. (english translate MUST READ !!)
Itoshii hito
Nakanai de, waratte misete.
Namida ga mitakute [suki] tte ittanjanai nda yo?

Itoshii hito
Daijoubu, sabishika nanka nai desho?
Datte anata ga sabishii toki, boku mo sabishii nda yo?

Itoshii hito
Tojita me wa mada akecha dame dakanne.
Sono mama... sono mama... tte necha dame da yo (haha)

Itoshii hito
[Anata no tame nara shineru] ja nakute [anata no tame ni ikiru] koto ni shita yo.
Mochiron anata mo goissho ni, kono saki mo, sono saki mo.

Motto anata, aishiteyarina yo, boka wa sono amatta bun de i- kara.

Itoshii hito
Tatoe umarekawatta to shite mo boku wa kono boku de iru kara,
Anata mo sono anata de ite ne.
Soshite mata kono onaji koto iu nda, zutto, zuutto.

Itoshii hito
Yukkuri kono me aketegoran yo, itsumo to onaji deshou?

Sore de ii nda yo.
Sore de ii nda yo.





and here's the english translate 
Itoshii Hito = Beloved One/The One That I Love


Beloved one...Don't cry, show me your smile
If I wanted to see your tears, I wouldn't have said 'I like you', would I?

Beloved one... It's okay, you're not alone
Because when you're feeling lonely, I'll feel lonely too

Beloved one...Don't open your closed eyes
That way... that way... you can't sleep.

Beloved one...

Not 'For you I would die' but 'For you I live'
Of course, we'll be together
Before this, before that...

If you love yourself more, can I have a part of that excess love?

Beloved, beloved one...

Even if we are reincarnated
I will still be 'this' me and you will still be 'that' you
And then, I will say the same words again
Always, always..

Beloved one...Please open your eyes slowly
Isn't it the same as always?
It's fine just like this.


who can sing it to me ?? (laugh)


hm .. 
tired now ..
ja .. oyasumi .. (_ _)Zzz

update .. today no talking about MIYAVI .. (laugh)

i duno what to say ..
just feel boring .. then come to update ..
ok ..
so ..
tomorrow goin out with my friend ..
gonna kick his ass soon .. (laugh)


collage life now is ..
HARD .. 
taking the course name ' Microeconomics ' ..
and it is totally a DAMN subject ..
i duno what it saying .. and ..
its full of counting .. i suck in mathematic .. ><


but i will try my best to learn it ..
i dont want fail in my exam .. ><


hm .. 
its seem like my google chrome having problem .. the tool bar ..
here's the picture ..


the picture is kinda small ..
but just check here ..
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1702451&id=1215972796&ref=fbx_album
and here ..
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1702452&id=1215972796&ref=fbx_album&fbid=1617419954819

yesterday my tool bar was the google chrome tool bar ..

and today my google chrome tool bar is kinda combine of safari and google chrome ..

i just realize that .. MIYAVI is equal to so many words ..

today i found out that ..

MIYAVI - sama is equal to so many word to me ..

so ..

1st .. MIYAVI = GOD

2nd .. MIYAVI = a good daddy

3rd .. MIYAVI = a hyper guy

4th .. MIYAVI = a cute guy

5th .. MIYAVI = a handsome guy

6th .. MIYAVI = a good looking guy

7th .. MIYAVI = a guitar pro

8th .. MIYAVI = a guitar samurai 

9th .. MIYAVI = a good man

10th .. MIYAVI = a sexy guy

11th .. MIYAVI = a guy that always lead me

12th .. MIYAVI = a guy that always give me confidence

13th .. MIYAVI = a guy that bring bright to me 

14th .. MIYAVI = a guy that teach me many things about life

15th .. MIYAVI = a good husband

16th .. MIYAVI = a rock star

17th .. MIYAVI = a charming guy

18th .. MIYAVI = a prince

19th .. MIYAVI = a energetic guy

20th .. MIYAVI = a weird guy

21th .. MIYAVI = a random guy

22th .. MIYAVI = a guy that take care of his fans

23th .. MIYAVI = a sweet guy

24th .. MIYAVI = a crazy guy

25th .. MIYAVI = a funny guy

26th .. MIYAVI = best JRocker

27th .. MIYAVI = having his own style always

28th .. MIYAVI = best guitarist in the world

29th .. MIYAVI = a hot guy

30th .. MIYAVI = a childish guy

31th .. MIYAVI = a unique guy

32th .. MIYAVI = a idiot

33th .. MIYAVI = a guy that make every one laugh

34th .. MIYAVI = a wild guy

35th .. MIYAVI = a nice guy

36th .. MIYAVI = a guy that always serious with his job

37th .. MIYAVI = a solo artist

38th .. MIYAVI = a super idol 

39th .. MIYAVI = always give the surprise to fans

40th .. MIYAVI = a cool guy
41th .. MIYAVI = a guy that have best smile ever
42th .. MIYAVI = a guy that have the sweet smile ever
43th .. MIYAVI = a skinny guy

thanks to 

Selene Siow 

for the below words .. ^^

44th .. MIYAVI = a tall guy

45th .. MIYAVI = a guy with beautiful tattoos

46th .. MIYAVI = a guy who gave up football and became an artist

47th .. MIYAVI = an influential guy

48th .. MIYAVI = a guy who promotes world peace

49th .. MIYAVI = a guy who named his fans coMiyavi

50th .. MIYAVI = a guy who wants his fans to be ONE

thanks to 

Suki Mansor 
for the below words .. ^^
51th .. MIYAVI = a guy that teach us about banana

hm ..

which one i still no mention about it .. 

is soooo many ..

if i miss some .. please tell me .. (laugh)

i will add in .. 

torture PV screen capture by me .. (laugh)

Miyavi Single [Torture] .. my School U (laugh)

Miyavi - sama [Torture] single is almost debut ..
it will be debut on 15 sept 2010 ..
and yeah .. i wish to have it ..


the price for the single (limited and normal) is normal for me ..
but the shiping fee is totally .. expensive for me .. 
the shiping is almost cost RM50 ..
i can't afford the shiping fee .. (sad)


Miyuki tell me that ..
she want to buy for me ..
i really appreciate what she tell me ..
love she so much .. 
really thanks to she ..
but i just don't want Miyuki to waste her money because of me ..


so ..
i think .. 
i just forget about it .. (laugh)


ok ..
so ..
skip topic ..


today my Japan School Uniform have arrive ..
i mean last time i buy it online ..
then today the Uniform is come ..
i like it much ..
but i think i'm too skinny ..
and the U is a little bit big to me ..
but i still can wear it ..


so ..
here's the photo i capture ..

untie the ribbon

i gonna tell you all ..
i always capture my photo in my home store room ..
so it may be messy ..
cause store room sun light is good on everyday ..
but my room is dark when noon ..
so ..
don't always say ..
your room is messy .. (laugh)


so ..
oyasumi .. (_ _)Zzz