assignment .. assignment .. assignment ..

yoshi ..


finally i rush finish one of my school assignment ..
phww ..


aikx ..


but ..
gonna having another assignment dead line ..


and after all the assignment ..
is exam time ..


what a life i have ..


so that's why i told my mum ..
i gonna go work first ..


after i have enough money ..
i just go study ..
that time if i study ..
i won't have so many pressure like now ..


rush for this rush for that ..


kinda pressure ..
and ..
almost die ..


and ..
just like ..
every day ..
i just keep dying .. 
dying ..
and dying ..


what the hack i live in this world ?


sometime i might think that ..


what is the reason for me to keep stay in this world ?


what for i live in this world ?


any reason ?
any excuse ?


yes ..
you may think i am emo ..


but you are wrong ..
i am just having some dark dark emotion ..


maybe dark is kinda alike to emo ..
but it is still something that different ..


and probably ..
i always living in my own style ..
living in my own feeling ..
living in my own way ..


i not really like to interact with other people ..
not really feel comfortable when talking with other ..


but i just duno why ..
i can keep smiling in front of other people ..
even that time i feel really sad ..
really worry ..
and feel moody ..


but ..


i just can't cry in front of other people ..


maybe i just can cry in front of someone i trust ..


i really trust ..




whatever ..
the world is always like that ..


strong will live ..